Cho Cho Appy!

Hey guys... I know you missed me. humne bhi aapko bada miss kiya... lol. The IPL3 seriously grows on you.
Well,
here's the good news. I AM SO OVER MY EX BOYFRIEND! And totally totally happy with my specials around me all the time! Like my bestfriends Bhagyashree and Nikunj ;) They understand me so well. And know exactly how to tickle my funny bone! I love them to death! :D
I don't have anything to blog about except that I am totally in love with life right now...!

Your Voice + My Ears = NIRVANA!!!!

Ok, so it's hitting me hard now. I miss him. A LOT!

I tried to be strong, mature and understanding... WELL, TO HELL WITH ALL THAT!

My nights are lonely. I hate it when the clock strikes 11pm because that's when I used to call you up and now all I do is sit in the bathroom and cry. I tried. For good 14 days I tried to be strong. But it just hit me like John Travolta's FINAL AIM in Pulp Fiction. It nailed me right into the head, when I was busy writing my OCM paper. I blacked out. That was a first in my life. I had never experienced that. Well, I wouldn't even want to... And so I couldn't write a word... Had to leave attempting only 85%...

But that don't bother me!
I am lost without him. I have no clue how am I going to survive in this big bad world without him by my side. I was in paradise when with him. And now it's just a crappy life that I'm struggling to live!
He doesn't know how magical his voice was(is!) He doesnt know how I could sail through storms(quite literally) if I get to hear his voice alone. How I could muster up my courage to face any damn thing on earth if I could hear his magical and filled-with-love-only-for-me voice!
But like I said earlier, Am not exactly in paradise! But I realised, his voice is not the only thing I long for... I am craving for the whole of HIM... Before him, I didnt even know I could love someone so much and could get THIS ATTACHED! Like nah nah! And my father always taught me, "be loyal, not attached".. How I wish I would have just heard that! I wouldn't have to bear the I-told-you-so look... :'(
But now, I have decided.. I am not going to cry over the past and wait for him. I am going to smile at the future and wait for him...(waiting is invariable)
Now now... Everyone knows how instinctive I have become... Since when did Niyati start planning and deciding......
So she hears all kinds of break up songs- old/new/hindi/english/fast rock/slow rom... all kinds!
Some of them are-

1) Piya basanti re
kahe sataye
aaja!

2) Aaj din chadheya..
(this one I could write the whole song)

3) (I have listed this one in an earlier post)
    Flames to dust
   Lovers to friends,
  Why do all good things come to an end?

4) dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hai
beete lamhein humein jabhi yaad aate hai

5) Bhool ja jo hua use,
Muskura, ae kasam tujhe
Khud ko yu na de tu saza....

6) Big girls don't cry!

7) Why did you have to go
and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting 
like you're somebody else
gets me frustrated

8) I hate that I love you so much!

9) Sau dard *feels like crying again*

---- And as usual... the list goes on...!!
To You,

I LOVE YOU.

Dil se na jati hai

yaadein tumhari,

kaise tum bin jee na...

Aankhon mein tu hain

saanson mein tu hai

aankhein band kar lo 

toh man mein bhi tu hai.

Chuke yu chali hawa,
jaise chu gaye ho tum
phool jo khile They woh
shool ban gaye hai kyu
jee raha hu isliye,
dil mein pyar hai tera
zulm seh raha hu kyu,
intezaar hai tera,
tumse mile bina jaan bhi na jaayegi!

Oh I could write the whole song...
So I'm going to shut up now... sit and cry for sometime...
signing off for a long time!

-Niyati S.

I Wasted A Lot Of Time Liking you!

So here I am! Dumped and single. After a 5 year old relationship!
But I am not sad, I am not crying and I am definitely not trying to commit suicide(I don't know how people/cowards manage to do that!)
I am happy. I can see my mirror smiling after many days. I got a new lease of life. A new life! Cheers to a brand new life!
I have always been in a relationship(with the same guy... :P) since I started understanding life and other such jokes. So being single is something very new to me!
But that doesn't mean I don't have a broken heart. of course I do! I miss him right now even thought it's just a night that has passed since the break up.

And then there are break up song that are WRITTEN ONLY FOR ME.
Some of them that are so much like the situation I am going through are:

1) What hurts the most,
was being so close.
and having so much to say,
Am watching you walk away....
-By Rascal Flatts.

2) I tried to be perfect,
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy,
But no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said


If you believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show,
that I'm trying to let you know
I'm better off on my own!
-By Sum 41

3) You held my hand,
you walked me home. I know.
why you gave that kiss, it was something like this.
It made me go oh-oh!
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears,
why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love,
GUYS ARE SO HARD TO TRUST!
-By Avril Lavigne

4) Flames to dust,
lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
-By Nelly furtado

And the list goes on...
And the love flies away...

carry you in my heart...

hey guys... as i promisd m here today!!!

i havent been posting that certainly doesnt mean i havent written since a long time... as a matter of fact, that's the only thing i have been doing for a few months!! i'd really love to post the verses that i'd written... well, comments are welcome!!!! honest ones ha..!!!!

here i gooooooooo...................

CARRY YOU IN MY HEART!!
One person can touch many peoples’ heart

A single human can play in your life the most important part

A lone friend can be there for you when you’re alone

A special friend will help you out and take you back home

And if you don’t want to lose this person; do this from the start

Carry that person in your heart.

One person can leave a lasting memory to those who wish to remember

One special friend we’ll think of – January to December….

The special friend will be there for you even if you push her or him away

This wonderful person will be there for you till the end of days

And if you really want to keep this friend forever, practice this from the start

Where ever you go, carry the person in your heart.

But the world is big and so many friends one has got

But the trick lies in making sure no friend is ever forgot-

Because each one is dear in their own special way…

“I’ll be there for you” is what all of them say

And believe it or not, they’ve done this from the start…

Even without your knowledge, they’ve carried you in their heart!

My life has been touched by so many wonderful human beings

My days have been carved with various feelings…

Beside me always have been great friends whom I want to keep forever more

On whom I call: even at early hours or late, knock on their door

And I know because I want to keep them, I did this from the start

All my great friends, I have always carried you in my heart!