good ol' 2009!

well,

i remember at the end of 2008 I had said 2008 was eventful and lets hope the same for 2009.... !! well, that statement took a toll on me! how i wish i could just go back in time and munch those words that i'd spat out! By dec 25,2008, i was eagerly waiting for 2009 'cos i believed it was going to be MY year.... blah! The year backfired on me very much since Jaunary-

1) there are parents, who are cut out and made to make you believe you're living in hell.(jan thru dec)

2) there is your long term boyfriend, whom you are dating since 4 years and suddenly you find out he's cheating on you!(jan-feb)

3) your family f**ks the hell out of you just so you could score well in an exam coming in the FOLLOWING year!(jan thru dec)

4) FORGIVING your boyfriend for everything and taking him back as if nothing ever really happened.(march)

5) Just when you start feeling the guy has changed and that you're having the time of your life, you have to leave everything and go to the U.S.A. ON VACATION!!!! (ya... i needed it!) (may)

6) life's boring when you know you have to study but you just can't 'cos you have more important things like "fighting with your parents(eternal!)", "fighting with your boyfriend", "logging on facebook EVERYDAY just to check your farm on farmville(which is a 2min break turned out to be a 2 hours break) (june, july,august)

7)you plan a surprise for your boyfriend's 18th b'day and your parents are here planning MARRIAGE surprise for you.... Reality check- i am only 17!!!!! :X hhmmmppphhhh....!!!!(August thru sept')

8) so you and your boyfriend part ways, and then you are depressed, you can't eat or sleep, let alone study! you're hospitalized due to mild panic attacks that you keep getting 'cos of crying endlessly! (september, october)

9) you get back with your boyfriend, just 'cos you realised you cannot live without him and that you are way too much... (read: way tooooooooooooooooooooo much) attached to him... and that is when your friends' relationships screw up and you have to play the role of a relationship counsellor everyday till 3am!!!!(P.S.: studying,,,,??? that is long forgotten about!) (november,december)

10) ............ And the year ends! (p.s.: your parents are still out loose to rack your brains!)

and studying is still not on the list...!!

PHEW!!!!!!!

it was quite eventful... with no positive( or for that matter any kind of) energy left in me!!

I'll write back soon.

Niyati S.